A sweeping story of loss, redemption, and fate that begins in 1982 during the bloody war between Iraq and Iran, when an Iranian child soldier finds a young Iraqi soldier dying in a bunker and commits an astonishing act of bravery and kindness that changes the course of both their lives.

An epic story of war, redemption, and hope. I, Who Did Not Die tells the incredible story of two men—one from Iraq, the other from Iran—who were destined to be mortal enemies, but instead found in each other mercy, kindness, and hope.

Najah Aboud was conscripted in Iraq, in 1980, shortly after Saddam Hussein sent troops sweeping across the border—a disastrous attempt to overthrow Tehran’s new government, led by Ayatollah Khomeini. In 1982, at age thirteen, Zahed Haftlang fled his abusive home to join Iran’s Basij paramilitary in Tehran’s fight against neighboring Iraq. The two young men found themselves fighting in one of the twentieth century’s most brutal wars, a conflict that left more than 700,000 dead.

Zahed was among the first Iranian troops in Khorramshahr after Saddam’s invasion. He was ordered to clear the bunkers and execute any surviving Iraqis. Zahed prayed he would not find anyone alive, but, in the third bunker, he heard a sound. In the beam of his flashlight he saw six dead Iraqis and among them, was Najah. Zahed could not kill him, instead he secretly kept him alive, bringing him water, morphine, and blood. He hung an IV drip from a bayonet jammed into a wall and eventually brought Najah to a field hospital.

Nearly twenty years later—after surviving war, torture, imprisonment, and heartbreaking loss—on the other side of the world, the two men found themselves sitting beside each other in the waiting room of the Vancouver Association for the Survivors of Torture. And, as the two men told one another the story of how they’d come to this country and found their way to this waiting room, they realized that their paths had crossed before.

This profound story of survival, resilience, humanity, and friendship will stay with you long after reading.

— Published by Regan Arts, New York, 2017



“Their tale is quite remarkable . . . a fascinating—and ultimately uplifting—exploration of cultures unknown to many.”

Kirkus Reviews

“To understand the rage in the Middle East, history should be told by the individuals who live it. I, Who Did Not Die is gut-wrenching, essential, shocking, and beautifully told. It is a rare examination of the absurdity of a war fought by children and young men who were victims of the brutal dictators they were forced to serve. This powerful tale of two men whose lives collide on the battlefield shows that acts of mercy are the ultimate triumph of compassion over hate. Absolutely required reading!”

Afschineh Latifi, author of EVEN AFTER ALL THIS TIME

“This is a miracle tale—a vivid and wrenching story told by two soldiers who opposed each other on the battlefield, but through grace, courage, and an astonishing twist of fate, ultimately manage to save each other.”

Sara Corbett, author of A HOUSE IN THE SKY

“The words come alive like a movie, like being transported inside ‘The Bridge on the River Kwai,’ ‘Battle for Haditha,’ or ‘Three Kings’. Everyone, regardless of skin color, ethnicity, or religion, should read this book to vaccinate themselves against human ignorance, religious intolerance and political manipulation.”

Pierre Razoux, author of THE IRAN-IRAQ WAR